vendredi 26 août 2022
I'm sure I've offended a bunch of my friends. Hasn't everyone? People still seem to be pretty nice to me in general. Sometimes I wonder if everyone's like, "Ooooh, that Harlem is so crazy. You have to tread carefully. Be nice." But overall I think that isn't true. It's more like people tell me things are ok when I'm nervous or worn out or angry or all three. But usually they don't seem to know or care which I'm feeling, and I don't make it their business. So everyone thinks I'm chill (usually), because I am (usually - hey I have a high tolerance), unless I'm venting about something systematically wrong or feeling like my life is over and life was never good. You have to push to see my anger, or I have to trust you so much that I'll tell you what frustrates me.